rejected!

Hmm.. Sometimes I just wonder if what people say is true, 'You'll have to fail before you'll succeed.' Blah blah blah.. I do not understand how many more failures in my life do I have to face in order to be successful? Why must I always fail in doing the things that I really really want.. Well, I understand that I can't always get what I want, but I've put in my efforts to achieve what I want, and yet I still fail.. Sometimes I just feel like giving up.. It's really difficult.. Others can easily say be patient and blah blah blah.. But try being in my shoes.. It really hurts..

I was thinking hard during my lessons today.. And I didnt concentrate on what my teacher was talking about.. Heck what my chem and malay teacher was blabbering about in front of the class.. I was busy thinking on what was my mistake(s) that made me fail.. To add to that, I had a blocked nose! Damn suay lah! Felt so fucked up man! That explains why I'm moody today.. If only there was something or someone for me to vent my anger on! So much for thinking 2007 is gonna be a much better year than previous years!

Ok I have no mood to blog anymore..

Don't worry friends, I ain't angry at any one of you.. I'm angry at myself..
2/28/2007 05:30:00 PM

goal scored!